again~

again,again and again.....isn't life can again,...????

this is my feeling today.....(sigh)~today I got "sukan"practice....


well,I go to choose the exercise that I cannot done well....is -lontar peluru and lompat tinggi....unfortunately,peluruh team(event)only got very little people choosing....I got the feeling- regret....all the people look to me....speaking my ill("how you can do it,u are so small....")("why you choose this..??")....Arghhhhh...very very disappointed...they all give out me....at that moment,I totally give out....I scared all the people stare to me....it's very terrible ....!!!and I give up...I never done my best.....just simple play it to show them.....but I am thinking now,: it had been 4years,I still got 1more year,I can't play it...~why I didn't do my best..???!!!!lompat tinggi same too....because lontar peluruh is this first games,after that is lompat tinggi,two games play with one after one,so stress...I tried all the games twice times,but how I play it!!!!failure...loser...go back to chanting(my religion)....Lol...after two games finished,where I go..???!!!I totally want to find a place to hide myself...==''totally disgrace**...shhh....don't tell my secret ooo....hehe~but really bad feeling~I can jump last Thursday!!!(sad~)and last,I
call my friend help me ask the ketua(in charge teacher)can I got to library done my homework...???he admit...and I just run,ran,run(not grammar time=='')...when the running part,my feeling ....very difficult to describe...like:
I'm freedom!!!!!! OR
I have found the place to hide myself....
==''crazy....




I'm the first one get into the library,the first one finished two game....
but what I give out,this is very important.....I try my best at the lompat tinggi game...but ...fail....again and again....like the case about the post....
I have posed the 'wang pos' to X fm(radio station)...and they say thet never get it...maybe it had lost....want it again...???!!!look like buy a prize more than win a prize....





but look to the different side,my shoes haven't get it,but the people say they have posed it,a long time...maybe it's taken long time.....I need to wait more 3days....I don't believe that will lost!!!!!even I use the letter is made by myself...^^doesn't matter....recycle arrrrr....

[life will not again,again,and again....start to learn all the things that you can do it...!!!try yours best!!!!!I will always by your side!!!!!]



*I got upload some photo of me....ugly face!!!!==
*maybe stop here,good luck to you all....^^


*if got any mistake,please corret me!!!!thanks!!!!

start~

I really very disappoint from now....from this moment.....helpless....so chaos....pain....pain,.....and pain.....
but don't know what am I thinking...~everything is in front of me....everyday feel unhappy.....
just want to say :HELP ME!!!!!!!

sad~~~~

When you look ti the news of earthquake at Haidi,you will feel so bad~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!
I was so sad!!!isn't this happened as the earth warning....???!!!is the mother"earth "say it is ill????and the news of Penang dragon boat....it's killed 6people...it's very serious....so what u can say about the earthquake at Haidi,almost 5thousands people have dead....~


you know what I angry for...??!!!!is about that no any supported team go to help the victim who living in old folks' houses....all the urea,feces....nobody help them to clean,all the mouses came to there and help them"clean"it....so can you imagine what the mouse bitten..???it's so terrible....!!!!they just lying on the floor and wait die...die,and die....all the supported team don't ever close to them due there politic so chaos...no government at there.....if can,i will the first join the team go there to give them a hand....if got....but....many rich country support finance,foods,drinks and many things to help them,how about ours' country....another country,we all is human,same live in EARTH!!!!why some people can be so selfish...???
what can I do right now...????!!!!!

I see you...^^

I See You-Leona Lewis
Walking through a dream I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanting
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your world I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more
Ever more (I see me through your eyes)
(Living throug

just bad~~~~

feeling so bad everyday in my high-school life......urghhhhh.....heat this,I very interesting to the biology subject,but I can't get in this class....this year is different,many people wanna to study biology(one class is special to 2science as biology and chemical)...another 1class is chemical and physic)....yesterday Pn.Lok had said we all cannot change to better class,only can change to last class...haiz....today we interview Miss Ng(counseling teacher),then she call us looking to Pn.lok,then Pn .lok(who in charge with this) calls us looking to Pn.Lim(vice president),we stand in front the office to wait Pn.Lim,around 30minits...and after she talk to us,but she also feel moved when we talik more and cried more...I know that is some crazy ,but really is totally affect to ours' future....teacher also got say we 3people,the most got the big opportunity is me....I feel interesting in the subject earth and environment which can study from biology,but if my future job is not about this,I feel bad....I take the other people who interesting in biology...they chants....maybe one day I can become an actress(stat dreaming again==)haiz....there was no place...one class is 42 people already,is difficult....don't know how....feel so disappoint when I hear we cannot change class...maybe...I don't know,I really don't know....I scare...I don't want to rob the other people chants...but I would like to study this class...better for this class...so chaos to my heart,sometimes is that,sometimes is that....help me....it's so vex!!!!!!

begin!!!!!!!!!!

All is coming.....begin....I will start my school life this day....It's feeling so bad....but sometime feel so great!!!like morning,I meet my friends again,pooiyan,karyee,poh hor,aiying....include sze mun again!!!!feeling so good when I saw them....but I not same class with them.....I 'm alone...!!!!!help~~~==...
and when I listen more the guide from teacher.....I feel I prefer Science than Mathematic....so,I must apply to change class from PE to SC4....I had told Cik.Ng,she say is easy to change class(for me...PE to SC4,at list need to try...)I was feeling so bad now when my sis had arrange the tuition time to me.....From Monday until Friday,I got tuition everyday!!.....heat!!!!##@@~~$^
urghhhhhh......but anyway,I will try all my best in From 4....this moment is very important to my life,if I can't achieve my aim,I will nothing to do if I not going to study...!!!!!do all my best!!!!
friends.....gambateh with me!!!!!!!!!!!
good jobs all.....!!!!!
see you...^^